this really sucks...

Alright, I know this is SSM but can I get some serious opinions from people that have actually been through this type of deal. Once I get my answers and responses, the flaming is welcome. I will let you know when is a good time to start, as I won't check back.Okay, its long, cliff notes are at the bottom.I am 19, going to school, can't stand working under anyone, make money however possible outside of actual jobs. This may not be the best option for me, and it may change shortly. My problem is, is that I lived in Orlando for 11 years, give or take, and I graduated highschool. My father got a job oppurtunity which was really my choice if he took it or now. I said yes, you know, new scenery, new people, fresh start.

I have lived here 2 years now, and I abso-fuggin-lutely HATE IT. I live at home, really don't have any bills, don't pay for insurance/rent/car or anything like that. Take it as you wish, but my family does well, and these things are able to be done.

Lately I have wanted more than anything to be back home. This has been for a bout a year now. I want to be around my friends, second family you could say, and leave this place. I can't afford to pay my own college, especially out of state tuition. The one thing that I HAVE to do, by choice, is graudate college with some form of a REAL degree. I don't want to paint houses or be a receptionist for my whole life. I would rather design shit, or something of that nature. I am looking into mechanical engineering or aerospace engineering. My only problem is that the area the college is in, is ever smaller than where I am now.



Cliff notes----I hate where I live, want to go back to Orlando, don't have but 400 dollars to my name, can't afford to pay my own schooling, and would have to work 55 hours a week to afford rent in a good area of Orlando by myself. What to do?

Hang in there keep goin for visits when possible, finish school then move back. Or give where u are a chance, because from our talks over the past 2 years u havent given MS a chance for hatin being here.

The people here (no offense to those I have met) just are NOT like people in Florida. I gave this town a chance for a while, and when I found that EVERYONE smokes weed and anything else they can get their hands on, I stopped even trying. No kidding that EVERY person I have come across smokes and has shit on them at any point. Maybe it's me, but I would rather not even be close to that shit.

Not to mention not a damn soul within 30 minutes knows what a minitruck is with the exception of a negative camber guy.

I looked forward to greenville just to get away haha, let alone STC which I look forward to even more.

Have you ever thought about the military I don't know you but from what you have said, I would go join the military. Just my worthless 2 pennies though

im fat. the military doesnt like fat kids LOL but in honesty. no. not my whole deal to do that.

Your in about as fucked up situation as im in. accept I really don't know were I wanna be at. At least you got that going for you. If you got other family in Florida mooch off them for a while... And get a real job.

I have no real family in florida. well real family as far as blood is concerned. i guess i have to just stick this hell hole out for a while cuz there is no way i am able to afford anything else right now.