Well I might as well.....

consider my self homeless if not soon - or in the near future (3-4 months maybe ?) My mom's sister wants her to sell her shit and move down to florida with her . That leaves me with nothing - no place to live - I 'll be homeless. No one wants me to live with them . So i guess i won't be around if this goes thru Because i won't have a home or a place to hook up a pc. This is just great- bad enough im tryin to get my self back on my feet - to start making money again then to find this out . I know i haven't been the best son in the world in the last 6 months by not working but hell i 've been without transportation to get a real job that will pay anything .I'm working on selling my truck now And i doubt that i 'll have enough money to get a daily after i pay A BILL off. And on top of that if i can't get some quick cash after i take care of that problem i will loose my license and i won't be able to drive anymore cause i can't make these payments to this kids insurance company . I give up . Maybe its time to call it quits and just end my life- i 'm miserable as it is now - and this just topped it . i've got nothing . i won't own my bagged mini any more and i don't have nothing to show for what i've done in my life - no family no truck , NO HOME . Its just pointless for me to stay alive anymore - i won't be able to find any thing for work that pays well within walking distance of where i am . I'm done - Maybe i should just be done with my self . its no use anymore .

Yo! Hold up bro! Things look bad right now for sure, but yo you can pull through this crap. And to even think about giving up your life?? No matter how bad things get there is still so much for you to live for. You were created for a purpose, maybe you just haven't looked to the One whom made that purpose for you.

Everyone get's down and out atleast once in their lives. God could be using this situation to get you to recognize you need Him. We, stupidly, think "as long as I make this much I'll be ok" instead of looking to the One who can supply all our needs if we ask Him.

You think your life isn't important now because you may not have a home soon...possibly? Heh, you're worth a heck of a lot more than you could ever imagine! God Himslf purchased your lif with the life of His own Son! He paid a price to help you have life and have it more abundantly! He did this for us all! Problem is, we can only have this life if we look to Him for it. That's where we're so stupid cuz we think we can do it on our own.

You may not believe in God, idk, but He's there whther you blieve in Him or not. Point is, life is not unbarible for anyone. God promises to never put too much on us than what we can handle. He takes care of the "extra" we feel we can't manage. We just need to lay our burdens at His feet and allow Him to do His work in our lives by submitting our lives to Him.

Not only does God love you, but I'm sure you've got family that loves you as well and would be willing to help you out. I can't imagine not being able to find somone in my family that couldn't help me with either a place to live, a job, work, money, food, or something to get me started on the correct path. It may take laying down some pride and actually asking, or burying an old squabble and coming to terms with some past mistakes, but there is surely something you can do to help your situation. One job won't pay enough, fine work 2! This is not the time to lament working for yourself, now is the time to get out there and work your butt off even if it's only for $6/hr and having to work 2-3 jobs. These are the things you have to do sometimes to mak ends meet.

Forget your "bill" for the time being and wory about getting a home/job/transportation lined up. That bill can wait...snd them $5-$10 a month and leave it at that until you can get ahead of things.

I, and I'm sure others, will remember you in our prayers bro. Just keep you head up, and look up! There's someone who cares more than you could even imagine.



Sory to go all "religious" on you, but sometimes we idiot humans don't realiz our precious we are to the One whom created us.

God Bless!

Oh yeah, sorry, my E key doesn't work the best so there's some missing "E's" up there

hey bro, think about things before you ack. trust me nothing is worth taking your life for. life is a bitch i know that, ive been on my own since i was 16, ive almost lost everything i had, im 23 now, i have a new home, a beautiful wife, a beautiful little son, and it makes everyday worth living, you might not anyone care about you but honestly ask yourself and think how would your mom feel to get a call that youve just ended your life?! man ive lost toooo many friend to bullshit like that, and forget about your truck, regardless if you have a bagged ride or not your still a minitrucker, and minitruckers stick together through thick and thin, thats what minitruckin was founded apon, it has nothin to do with what you have, its about the friends youve created while getting there. all things happen for a reason, maybe this is just a test for you to see if your able to handle the greater things to come. man just keep in mind someone does love you and would go crazy if you werent around anymore. im just saying THINK BEFORE YOU ACK, l8r bro.

well= ,MY uncles around me don't think im worth two shits - cause at points in my life i've done somethings i probably shouldn't have ( yet none were illegal acts) My family isn't tight . My mom comes from a big family - 7 bros and sisters ... MY uncles own this house im in - If mom decides to move to florida - i am homeless cause my uncles won't rent this place to me . I 'd never be able to afford it even if i got 3 jobs . Cost of living is so high that alone gas prices . I've already looked into a room rent type deal . geez ppl want almost a whole house rent for a room and privilages to house (kitchen ,bathroom , living room , washer dryer. ) is it me or are ppl getting up tight and wanting more and more money - SURE WHY Not everyone wants money but hell not everyone can afford to live the high life . I'VE worked 2 jobs and gone to school at the same time - i have no issue of doing that.


i am lookin at a 87 s10 for 300$ i JUST need to get a lil more cash to be able to get tax/tag/insurance. I'd move out of state if i could but i'd never be able to afford the insurance and room rent and all that other stuf. My insurance here would only be 300 for 6months if i got it .. its the cheapest liability insurance i've ever had . if i move back to delaware i would be paying anywhere from 2grand to 3grand for 6months . (Comes to 500-600 $ insurance payments just to drive . I 'D rather stay in pa even tho it sucks. CHEAP INsurance bill (70 -80 a month) I HAV a chair i ' m selling and i thought i had a buyer coming out to buy it yesterday - he set up the day . i waited around and nothing - The guy didn't have the balls to email me saying he got held up or he changed his mind. Thats fucked up .When someone is depending on money from selling something and you make them wait and then don't follow thru it gets irratating . ( now i don't want to start nothing about that issue that person on here already knows how i feel about that issue .) All i have to say is people should grow some balls and go thru with what they say they're gona do .. you want to purchase something they have forsale do it don't drag your feet- that person may be depending on that money .


I May ask my neighbor if i could room with him he's got 2 spare rooms , thats only if my mom decides to move to florida. I don't know we'll see how things may or may not change in the next month .

Well i got to ask this . If minitruckin (lifestyle) why aren't minitruckers more close then you think? Like what if someone puts a call out for help with thier mini -? I 've made several call outs to ppl i hang with in the lifestyle and no one i mean no one even offered to come up and help me when i was tryin to get my truck on the road . Apparently i'm good enough as a friend but not good enough to be one of the guys you would drop what your doing and help when he makes a call out . I never asked for handouts - I got into this lifestyle for the friends and the love of the hobby.. This friendship type is typical for me - Its the same way with relationships with women . I am good enough to be a friend but anything past that i'm a loser and i'm not what they want . Its screwed up that women are putting this type of stereo type on a guy like me . I MAY not be a g- q guy but i have a heart and a soul that would treat the girl right . Its the womens fault for not taking a chance and seein me for me and not how my body looks . I JUST DON'T GET IT .My uncles don't want nothing to do with me ... they don't want to help me . I've tried over the years living on my own . I tried the roommate deal - for a year or 2 (2 times) And got screwed over royally . I tried living on my own in a 1 b/r Apartment did that for about 6 months or so - had no car - no transport to anywhere - LOST that apartment . moved back home . been here ever sense , Helped take care of my grandfather while mom worked. He's passed on now - so my service is now done with . I JUST don't know anymore.

your talking pretty foolishly about ending your life, mike we all go thru hard times but foolish talk is just that FOOLISH. you cant get mad at someone just becuase they didnt buy something from you, things happen, things come up, now they could have at least called you or whatever but you have to be understanding. people dont HAVE to buy your stuff just because they said they would, if that was the case i would be a rich man,

now i have seen you sit on this site and some others for 6 or more months complaining about not bieng able to get a job or a job that " pays enough " but a small income is better than no income, you cant expect to just find a job that starts off at $14 or more an hour, you have to start at the bottom and work your way up, thats the way the world works.

sorry im not trying to bash you or take shots at you but its frustrating when people play the whoa is me, the world is so hard game, but dont really do anything to change it, i offered you a job at where i work for $11.50 an hour but you didnt want to drive that far, cost of living in this area isnt too high right now so you could get a decent one bedroom apartment, and most have everything included for a good price,

i understand you now dont have a daily driver and that kind of limits you but there is public transportation all over the state of pa, and its a buck or two to ride, sometimes you have to just swallow your pride and git-r-done. its not that theres no love for you from us or your family, but sometimes its better to get hard love, im sure your mom just feels that you can be doing better for yourself but has just seen you sit around and be depressed for the last 6 months,

there are jobs out there and ways to make ends meet, you just have to be willing to find them and accept them, lifes not all about having a mini truck to work on etc. etc. etc. its about having a job and roof over your head, the only way that is going to happen is to get out there and find a job bro! things will get better but only YOU can make them better, again dont take this the wrong way just trying to give you a little hard love to get you going.

did you ever think about state assistance? if your down on your luck you would be suprised what state assistance may be able to do for you, but again the only way you will be able to find out is to get out there and ask them yourself, you have to get motivated to make things happen, and its not going to happen by sitting on the computer telling people that you want to end your life, and how much life sucks etc.

you have to get out there and make a change, again only YOU can make that happen, as i said dont take this the wrong way i just hate to see you down and out like this, early last year i was layed off too for 3 months, i depleted all my savings and had to sell some of my shit to pay bills, but i made it happen, the only way things changed were when i got up off my ass, stopped feeling sorry for myself and went out and did some job apps and interviews, now i have a good job, a good house and am getting back on my feet, so it is possible, you just have to put some effort into it bro

keep your head up, when you feel that you are on the bottom of the barrel, the only place left to go is up

Always prepare for the worst,that way,the best always happens.

You can get back on your feet man. This is (North) America (Canadian here,had to put the North in brackets for my sake,lol)- you can be,and do ANYTHING you want. Even if nobody else beleives in you,you've always got yourself to beleive in. Even if you have nobody else,you've got yourself,and that's somebody. You are in control of your life. The need to survive overcomes all other miniscule problems in life. No matter how bad you think your situation is,unfortunately,there is some other poor soul worse off than you are.

No problem is too big to tackle. All it takes is will and a day at a time,and soon,you'll be looking back on it all. There are jobs everywhere man. The best jobs are never even advertised. So what if you get a job somewhere making min wage? It's a start and a paycheck. You can't start out at the top of the ladder. It's just a means to get you up on your feet.

You can take your own life,but there is so much to live for. You're here to make a contribution to society,you live in America for fcks sake,this is the land of opprotunity. Pulling the plug is the easy and selfish way out. You then lay a burden on your friends and family,they will miss you,think about you and they will feel empty without you. No matter where yougo,you've got people that care about you.

I wish you the best of luck and hope you can get things straightened out. Keep your head up. Some of the happiest people in life are the people who have very little.

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