I feel like shit rite now,someone listen to me.

There was this girl I liked and I was afriad ta ask her out and I fiannly got the balls up to do it and she has a bf.. I feel like sucha loser.. im so hurt. its my damn fault, i dunno why i get scared, i think cuz im a fat fuking loser and shes o pretty and shit...tis always happens a girl likes me and i get scared thinkin she feels bad for me and its not..im always too late...god i feel like shootin myself in teh head...my life sucks. i had soo many chances now ima just sit here and cry all nite. thans for listiening.