wushimizu
+1y
My mind has been goin crazy in the last few days rememerin all of the good times i have had with him, but anyways here is the story...i guess my brother had been out drinkin with some friends on last saturday night, my brother has had a hard life and has recently been doin really good with his drug addiction and gettin back on his feet, so anyways he met these girls and told them he needed to meet some new people and make new friends too keep him away from drugs and stuff, so they talked and stuff, and he got both of their numbers...after leavin where he was he bought some pills (methadone) from this kid and took a few of them...when he got around 4 in the mornin home he was bangin on my window and i let him in, of course i yelled at him because he woke me from my sleep and everything and then he just layed down...i fell back asleep also. In the mornin when i woke up i see my dad walk out to the livin room to make some cofee and all i hear is him screamin "BRANDON"...i didnt know what was goin on at first until my dad yelled out that he was dead, so i ran to the livin room and i couldnt believe it...i was in shock, i walked back out into the livin room and put my hand on his arm, and then it hit me......well this has been the worst time i have ever had in my life. all my family and my brothers friends are comin to the funeral this friday, and when this hell is over me and my dad are going fishing for a week. My brother was 20 years old, he had recently got his GED, which he worked so hard for and was so proud of.He has had a rough life with many ups and downs, but managed to make i through. He LOVED poetry and has written many poems and songs....I never had the chance to tell him how much he meant to me, or how much i loved him, hopefully he knows...i know ill never have the chance to see or talk to him again, but i know that he will be with me at all times,i am just going to keep praying and try to get through this. I am going to miss my brother and am never going to forget the times we have had with eachother...I LOVE YOU BRANDON!