SSM-Webmaster
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I thank u guys for your kind words and I wish I could keep it going. But It is VERY emotionally draining for me. I get overly passionate about my work and I think some things I did in the past have permanently ruined ssm. When Garrick and I had our falling out, my divorce, etc etc. Each time I came back with added motivation but was met with angry opposition. The trash talking hateful Minitrucker mentality is actually what killed ssm. It takes a lot of passion to build and maintain a site like this for virtually nothing (it never really made much money). But with that passion comes a need for support. That support was gone years ago. Nothing I did would get it back. To much crap. To much stress. I cried when I made the choice to pull the plug. But untill people will fight for it and stand up to the haters, a site like this will never work. It's just not worth it.
One more thing... I got alot of people saying they didn't like the new site, or they liked the old one better... but there were a ton of complaints about the old one.. so i scratch my head.. Also, i was pulling my hair out trying to figure out what about the new site people didn't like.. But it seemed it was just bashing in a way that told me that they didn't really care, just an attack. Maybe i am sensitive but i am passionate and having this level of hateful criticism was just to much for me. Not something i want to deal with for free. Im sure you would understand if you were in my shoes.. I hope anyway..